Cavemen Ate Candy and Loved It

I wasn't kidding about the title. I never joke about titles. LOL. Ah life.
I'm pretty sure if cavemen existed they would have found some way to eat candy. It's just not possible to be without it. Believe me. I've tried.
I was going to do another video blog but I didn't feel like it so maybe next week. Freaking out a little over school. The chickadee is going to one this fall. Sirens are going off in my head. They remind me that I still have no idea what I'm doing when it comes to raising a kid. Insecurity, rawr. Anywho. I'll deal. I have to. There is no room for insecurity in my life.
On another note, my elbows are dry again. It's a curse. It could also be cuz I was leaning on them on the concrete. But how else was I supposed to draw with the chalk? Hmm...I sound incredibly immature. Oh well.
Right now I'm sipping some hot chocolate while the sun sets, watching the Cubs game and listening to the chickadee read Dr. Suess. It's one of those moments I love. When things are calm, almost surreal. Like...nothing absolutely nothing can go wrong. It's almost perfect.
Even the cool evening air smells delish. Mmmm...It's cool enough to need a blanket but not enough to close the windows. It's gonna be a great night. Perfect for snuggling in bed with a good movie playing.
I should be writing. I will be. Just enjoying this slice of bliss. A different bliss than the one I feel when giving life to my stories. :)
Man. Cubs are losing bad.
I wonder where they sell those fans that you can squirt water from. The little ones you wear like a necklace. Walmart? Hmm. I like those. Might come in handy. Never know.
I also want some orange lipstick.
I'm getting better at playing the guitar. Go me. Still get stuck with certain chords. Cuz my fingers are so short. Trying to put music to this one song. It's a surprise. :) Hopefully I can get it by the end of summer.
I'm restless again. This is what happens. I don't know if I'd call it spring fever because it happens several times a year. My mom thinks it's the spanish in my blood. I don't know wth that means. Apparently it makes sense to her. :/ My brother is having a boy! So excited. And he got a new car. Well, used new. Lol. Ugh. I need a new car. Poor charlie.
R wants me to move with her to Maine. Been thnking of Carolina. Not sure yet. It would happen in a year or two. Got things to tie up here before I lift my roots and run for it. Things to take care of. Leglities and such. Oh...four letter words!! If he doesn't sign those papers I'm going to....Well he'd just better! This is dragging on way too long. And he knows it. Idk what he's thinking...ugh.
So I've started this excercise thing with R and she has been on my arse since I told her about it. Which is good. It's what I need. Someone reminding me daily about going to the gym and eating right. Needless to say I am going to miss my candy at four in the morngin. And my slurpees. *sob* But I need to do this. Just three months. Three months and I should be good. Ha! Then the holidays. Oi.
I gave myself bangs.
Still not sure if they look good or not.
Only time will tell.
Wow this has been about nothing.
The End.