Blank Face

I couldn't find a video for my song this morning. It's from a musical. South Pacific. Doesn't matter lol, it's a wierd one.
Why the blank face? I lost all train of thought for like fifteen minutes. Not sure what happened. Could have been that energy shot I had. Those things are probably not good for me. They probably kill brain cells!
So I was thinking about getting the band back together for a reunion. Now that would be something fun to do! How awesome. We haven't had a jam session in forever. And now that one of us has actual studio privileges, we could make an even better cd than that one we did before. Oh how I miss singing in public!
It's ok. I do my singing everywhere else now.
I really wanna go see Suckerpunch :( Nobody wants to go with me.
My boss asked me a question today. Just a question with no double meaning behind it but it got me thinking.
She asked," Where do you see yourself in ten years?"
Hm. That's a good question.
One I never really thought about. I mean I do, but not to the  point where I feel there should be a plan laid out for me to follow or anything like that. I'm more of a 'take it as it comes' type person. I love spurr of the moment type things and when things don't go as planned. Yeah it's a pain in the butt but it makes things interesting.
Geez. Ten years from now? I can say where I HOPE I'll be.
I'd like to be published by then. Perhaps a couple books. I'll be thirty five so I don't think that's too much of a leap. I'd like to have a career. Which is another thing I need to think about. More like rethink. I'm at a crossroads with that one right now and I'm trying to decide whether I should go left or right. A wrong decision could spell disaster. Or at least unhappiness.
Then again if publishing does take off...would I really need that schooling? Ugh. So many questions and decisions.
Oh and ten years from now my chickadee will be sixteen. Holy moly!
Not sure about having a house and all that. That seems like a big step too far away from reach right now. And in all honesty I'd rather just not know yet.
Not sure where that question came from. I guess she gets very 'thinky' as she calls it, when having her morning coffee. I like her.
Apparently some people think it's pretty sad that I've only been with two people in my life. Not that I'm old. I don't think it's sad. I do find it a bit awkward that a lot of teenagers who aren't even sixteen have had more sex partners than I, at twenty five, have. Is it really that easy? It's not for me. I'm...ok not selective. That's an ugly word to use to describe it...more like careful. Two partners. I'm thinking of making it three. Three in a lifetime is a good number. I think. Not anytime soon. It would be a big jump for me if it happened that quickly and I'm not ready. But someday. Nah, not like five years or anything. I'm thinking more of a year from now. Maybe less. Lol. Idk yet. Besides, it's not like it would be easy to do. There would have to be plans.
I suppose I should run tonight. I'm not really feeling up for it. I'm tired but not sleepy. I think I'll bug the world with my tweets. :D Oh yeah. That sounds like fun.
The End.