Breathe

Today's song:



Sometimes I have to pause and breathe. Pausing is harder than breathing. Or maybe it's the other way around. Yeah definitely the other way around. Pausing is simple. Just stop what I'm doing. But breathing...that can be difficult. Every breath...the in and out motion...means moving forward. Moving on. Living. Not that living is something I want to stop doing--it's just hard when you know you'll never get what you want.
I might be crazy and insanely perky most of the time, but there are things I know I won't get in life and sometimes it bugs me. Saying 'oh well' doesn't always work. Lol. Though it's one of my favorite expressions.

On a different subject, I have a lot to do today. Stuff I should be doing right now instead of just blogging about it. Heh heh heh. I am the queen of procrastination. I don't want to write that medical paper. Ugh. I really don't care about the rise and falls of the healthcare system at the moment. And I have to write five pages on it. Super frowny.

Is it already two?! BAH! How come time flies when you are fooling around but when it should go fast--it takes forever?
The End.