Thinking

Not a wink of sleep last night.
Okay, maybe an hour. Tops.
Shoot my boot. I'm gonna be running on empty soon. Already at work--16 today. Oi. It's slow at the moment though so I thought I'd post before it picks up. And before I bombard the world with my useless tweets and fb statuses. Heh heh heh.
Now this morning I woke up with a song I haven't heard in YEARS!!
Which is sad cuz it's such a beautiful song. Into the playlist it goes. Take a listen, it's just beautiful.



So yeah I woke up with tears in my eyes. Just for awhile. It just made me wonder if that type of love is even possible. I've seen couples who truly love each other and stay that way. The guy adores her, and she in return loves him with more than she dreamed. Is that even possible for me? Ha. Probably not. In fact I kinda just feel like giving up on that dirty four letter word altogether. I mean, it hasn't worked for me before. I'm not one to give up easily either. But after six years of misery...what else is there to do?
I don't wanna dwell on that subject too much. There will be plenty of time later to think of it, I'm sure.
I may need coffee. Cripes! Did I just type that? Hmmm...
Oh well, it will be a great day. I'll post more later.
Not The End..Yet